I need to clarify a few things

everytime i step out the plane

i wanna get it right

the arrogance of youth

makes me do it wrong...

and it flows

and grows

they wanna fight over me,..

drinking nights

in the club as usual,

the method is clear

I'm out on the street.

how much did i lose?

a cellphone again,?

I´m not a lyricist

attention

mY pAsT whim LoOK so WaCk!

tHat is Not EnoUgh FoR AnyoNe...

coMfoRt sOffocAtes the wAy i wAnNa LiVe

ThOugHt iT'd be eAsieR

but

aiNt wHat i sEeK

for the eternity

he said: "be my guest" and he move his leg

he invite me a drink

a kid

trying to be a gentlemen

here we go again

he wants to be my man 

i want to be his queen

smoke some weed

and

give him my skin

that's exactly what i need

someone who cares about me

bang! bang! (a killers song)

I will obey

even if this shit is killing me

i must confess

there was so much anger in me

inside me was brewing

in a modern way

that was very joyous

my heart is empty

sweat in my forehead

so exciting

for my veins

i feel the heat

fittingly

for me

nobody knows that you are with me

don't try to make a deal

tomorrow you won't be here

i am the killer

something to pray?


'cause you can't walk away

on my way to somewhere else

now i'm trapped in the traffic

the traffic light

those rainy days

red light
☼

red light

yellow..................green

time is ticking

this city is killing me

i wanna leave this industry

i will get out of here

where my friends are

'cause to my friends

i'm this kid

they'll be taking care of me

as the family we used to be...

Reflexiones sobre cierta atracción hacia una estructurada destrucción

1.-thirsty bitch?

sip on this big gulp

2.-you know what they say....

milk does a body good

3.-looks so good

hurts so bad

4.-why so quiet,

cock got your tongue?

5.-ready for your shower...

here it cums!

6.-enjoy your facial,

pretty boy!

7.-you just got owned!

our song

i love these rainy days

because you still there...

on my bed

licking my neck and touching my chest

three days after

we still living the fairytale

undercover

another option to this night?


i'm the top tonight

trying to make it right

i'm the fucking lover

they told me that i'll crash to the problem

doesn't matter

i love the crazy games

you don't have to hate my name

hate yourself

'cause you love to take me to hotels

pay my covers

and invite me to runaways

i drink free champagne....

and you still doing this my way

'cause all the choices that i have...

if you are tired, you can be removed by any other fucker

don't hold with this dream

cause is not what it seems

i mean

are you kidding me?

i've just begun having my fun....

this is the last time that i love and let love

i don't want to play with kids anymore

it will be better start again

it has spurred me on

achieving the desire

swimming in the sparkling of fire

something good to die

blowing kisses

a kind of release

drinking coctels

beats in the air

sucking

then

fucking

cumming

then

smoking

that's all what i need

is all what i want

a kind of release

not a relationship

sweet in a charm

my passion is up to my desire

oh, oh......oh, oh

in the middle of the party

lovers and drugs are dancing

i'm caught up in the situation

homosexual reflections

through the night are going around

words and words

stories unfold

out of control

bodies closer to each other

everybody is going under

break my heart!

break it down!

you can go with the flow....

oh, oh......oh, oh

prejudiCe unfounded.

it's a wonderful day

this is so fuckin' great

your hand inside my ass

i feel you deep inside

this is so fuckin' great

to start the day again

i want to start the game

i wanna do this way

you want to kiss my back

(i am a gentle guy)

you want to push it down

(i am a gentle guy)

you want to see my light

(i want to make you shine).

i like the attention

damn

the choice is mine

there is no space for you on my bed

let's go to a public spaCe

be a beast

be my man

don't be another piece of trash

Can you hear me now?

wow!

you get it fast!

It's a beautiful place to start...

self-destruCtion

so intense

burn

i fuCked up

he made me breathe

he made me weak

the thrill is a suiCide

a sweet dream

in real life

a unhappy ending

one more time

the sponsor

my lovers are going around

but they never coming back

you gave me a big smile

more than anyone could give me at the time

then.....suddenly

on friday night

you were smiling to another guy

you gave him a drink

exactly as the beer that you gave to me

where are the things that you promise me?

and the loyalty?

the ashes are on the floor

why don't you let me go?

i don't belong to you

don't fucking tell me what to do

am i the right guy for you?

if you don't know...

why don't you let me go?

you are so lazy boy

you shouldn't try to be brief. (again)

and then you Came

baCk to my life

you

bring it baCk

yeah!

give me baCk

give me an attaCk

into your Car

i'll give you a Chance

to make me Cry
just one more time.

i am stuck

i'm tired

the punishment

was severe

so exhausted

where is my bravery?

i do not stand there

but, i'm under his spell

felt that i need to take a break

primitive and hidden paradise.

Mis pasiones mas bajas

tus placeres anales

audaz y preciso

mi instinto esta creciendo

Animalistico.

you promise me something more...

i got you for a moment

you are so stupid

you can not keep on rockin'

where is the sweat¡?

the fierce¡?

the rush¡?

the tasty on booty calls¡?

give me back!

where is the wildcat?

(sweet)

don't give me that!

i want the Crack

spring 2010

all this shit

my destiny

hey c'mon

whenever tasty

yeah yeah yeah

fear no more

i give him my soul

but is a lot of hurt

and yelling

fuckin' and fuckin'

in this spring

i'm screaming

dj's and secrets

stories unfold

i surrender my self control

soledad en Compañia.

my solitary vice

makes my fly

spontaneously and continuously

my logic my identity

something real that i get in touch

and nobody knows

but my spirit is travelling

deeper and sweeter

show me places that nobody can

my discontent disappears

as much as i am willing to pass away

my fright and fears

everything goes away

something that makes me tear

my liberty

nunCa olvide (no se...¿por que?¡)

1.-¿reCuerdas Cuando eramos niños y me dijiste que te toCara, pero, no quise haCerlo?

2.-¿reCuerdas Cuando eramos niños y me besaste por travieso?

3.-¿reCuerdas que te dije que era mi primera vez, y no me Creíste?

4.-¿reCuerdas que me Compraste palomitas para ver una pelíCula porno mientras te toCaba?

5.-¿reCuerdas el día en que llamaste a mis lunares ConstelaCiones?

6.-¿reCuerdas aquella vez en que no me besaste mientras lo haCíamos?

7.-¿reCuerdas Cuando en la Cama me dijiste que no le temías a ninguna enfermedad venérea porque sabias Con quien te aCostabas, aunque habíamos tenido sexo sin proteCCión el primer día que nos ConoCimos?

8.-¿reCuerdas Cuando ibas entrando al Club y me besaste hasta que un ChiCo de seguridad te dijo que besarse entre hombres no estaba permitido ahí?

9.-¿reCuerdas que nos ConoCimos mientras haCíamos un trio y me pediste que fuera tu novio Cuando tomaste mi mano de regreso al pueblo?

10.-¿reCuerdas que no quiziste saber nada de mi después de que esCupí tu ventana Cuando empezaste a lubriCar?

11.-¿reCuerdas aquellas platiCas CaChondas por teléfono?

12.-¿reCuerdas que me prometiste una Casa?

13.-¿reCuerdas Cuando me agradeCiste por haber desperdiCiado mi tiempo Contigo?

14.-¿reCuerdas cuando nos Citamos al otro día de ConoCernos y que no fui porque sabia que me iba a doler?

15.-¿reCuerdas Cuando me tomaste de la Cintura y reíamos inoCentemente mientras nuestro Cabello se fundia Con el aire y en el mismo instante un grupo de niños gritaban "beso", "beso"?

16.-¿reCuerdas que te aferraste a mi Cintura aproveChando la muChedunbre del metro y que susurrando a mi Cuello exigiste mi teléfono?

17.-¿reCuerdas el día en que te veniste en mi garganta en un parque bajo la densa lluvia?

18.-¿reCuerdas que Cada vez que te referías a mis padres los llamabas "mis suegros"?

19.-¿reCuerdas que no me querías deCir que estabas Casado?

20.-¿reCuerdas Cuando me invitaste a tu Camioneta a tener sexo oral mientras nos sentíamos Criminales?

21.-¿reCuerdas que me dijiste que no eras gay?

22.-¿reCuerdas que me dijiste que le habias puesto Crema a tu pene para mi?

23.-¿reCuerdas que me dijiste que te exCita besarme en la Calle?

24.-¿reCuerdas Cuando me pediste que te orinara?

25.-¿reCuerdas Cuantas veCes te masturbaste pensando en algún familiar tuyo?

soothe

i want to be alone

i don't want to try it again

all the boys are killers

i will pray for another way

you know...

i hate the frighten

the wounds

we do it all again.

laCk the lad

the love is not for me

blood is running in my head

my heartbeat is everywhere

but you can found me yet.

08/03/10

después de escuchar los mismos piropos y adulaciones

a veces las mismas simplezas

empiezas a preguntarte si valdrá la pena seguir escuchando al chico

casi siempre si

y no soy una super modelo...

Pero...

me gusta la cocaína

pero

siempre que la inhalo me asaltan

soy mas vulnerable porque me pone caliente

so near

Parece que no estoy en tus planes
mi futuro se ve nublado aun cuando cierro mis ojos
mis ancestros me lo advirtieron
ellos sabían que seria feliz solo en mis sueños

escucho una marcha

es el himno del desamor

la soledad esta emergiendo dentro de mi

a gritos se abre paso

debí haberlo aceptado

sin mi sacrificio

la decepción te alcanzo

tu deseo prohibido desapareció

tu perfume se esfumó ...

rinCon

don't hold my hand
i'm warning you
don't take my heart
you will hurt me

i read the intention in your shiny eyes

don´t worry

i'm obsessed with the pleasure too

we will find a place in this city

the sky is closer

it's easy

mamá y papá

no puedo entender sus sentimientos

ni sus encaprichadas creencias

parecen obsesionados

yo soy testarudo e idealista

nada nos esta llevando a ningun lado,...

orChestral

me gusta ver mi sombra bailando detras de mi

mientras todos estan aplaudiendo y gritando

sintiendome

todos ellos me iluminan

mientras el aire me acompaña

siempre fiel a mis movimientos

go away, far away!

far away for my mouth

far away of my back

sometimes i need you ... out of my life

sometimes i need you ... inside my ass

take care of my ass

cause i want to dance tonight

if ... is not for you

it ... will be for another one

you are the dealer

you are my leader

give me the stuff

a handful of drugs

not the love words

make my night longer

maybe forever

.....

i'm doing this alone
i'm fed up
i'm tired
why i am pretending that i have all?
i am not with you when the rain is dropping on my face
i am alone
i still in the darkness atmosphere
the strangers are texting me love words
they buy stuff for me
you don't know what i am saying
it is not fair always the same story
where is the future ?
who will protect me?

wake up, honey!

again

i am here alone

looks like nobody cares

listen

i'm doing this alone

i'm fed up

wake up!

you don't know what i'm saying

it is not fair

always the same story

always the unhappy ending

my atmosphere is full of darkness

where are the places that i dreamt when i was young

take it like a men

fly

and let the drama behind

i don't have time for this shit

boy

you know what you have to do

you don't want to be alone

you can be the one

you are not that far

just take it off

and

take me down

we want to play around

i want to shake it fast.

buzz at the street.

i am walking through the sreets
the stars are angels over me
taking care of me
this weekend
i'm looking better
i know they noticed
my mother pray all the nights
but i found light in your eyes
drawing dreams in the air
love is everywhere
you are never alone you still been very young
i just want to have some fun
feel the buzz
but if you don't have any friend
remember my face
blowing your neck
i will be there

shit, i think i am in love

it feels better than my lovers fighting

they want to paid my bills

better than a criminal fucking me

sweeter than a candy cotton

is like a drug

everything is slow

better than when i was 17

deeper than you inside me

stranger

i can describe it

Shining brighter than a pornstar

stronger than a super man

bigger than my heart

but out of time.

arroganCia

jovenes arrogantes

soplando besos como amantes

vagabundeando otra vez por culpa de su arrogancia

solían ser mas listos

antes de obtener tanta elegancía

siempreculpando a alguien mas por no ser tan espectacular

olvidaron su origen

olvidaron sus creencias

de cualquier manera

no tenian nada que sacrificar

nunca antes habian tenido algo en particular

¿tacaños? ¿codiciosos? ¿no lo merecen?

este mounstruoso mundo los decepciono los enloquecio

se arrastran seduciendo

confundiendonos a todos

sin temor

sin preguntar

sin torcer su gesto

mintiendo

una y otra vez

mintiendo frente a nuestros rostros

cada dia es igual al anterior

y

cada vez es mas simple.

corrompiendo bugas

lo haces a tu manera

lo haces bien

tocas ahi...

lames alla...

me tomas aca...

el deseo te motivo

mi sonrisa te inspiro

sin comentarios te corrompi

rapido...

con mis ojos enterrandose en tu mirada

te olvidaste de lo ordinario

no tenias opcion ante mi

no tengas miedo

no eres religioso

no podras ser condenado

el amor no tiene significado tampoco en mi

pero existe en ti

nadie mas puede ver

lo que tu puedes ver

no te conviertas en una victima

aprende a volar

a ir

adonde tu corazon quiera ir...

'cause is always about me

no quiero imaginar lo que escribirás mañana después de mi cancelación de ayer

mi mano quiere ser tomada

pero tu silencio ante mis confesiones ofende mi arrogancia,

mi ego

el extremo punto de vista que tengo de mi

he aprendido a hacer menos enmiendas para conseguir mas

mas

sin embargo estoy seguro de que en esta noche fría

aprenderé a comprenderte

y tal vez tu también a mi

y

aunque eso tampoco es lo mas importante

tal vez aprendas a hacerme feliz

o a ser me nos ingenuo...

modern love

i am a fool

i lost my soul

in this whole world

now i am alone

this is so cruel

now i am lost

i have to stop

the rush of the world

cold

it's a misty day

your chest is on my back

we are seeing the stars

afterglow still cold

but we are so hot

my arrogance never stop

i've got a coat

i've got a you

i've got the money

i've get it huge

you are the villain guy

but i am the criminal

don't trust in me

'cause i always win

the secret (secret)

the paradise wasn't enough for him
the world wasn't enough for him
i need a signal
Yan wake up... wake up!
remember you want it all
you can give up
we used to be together
you promise me a life
then i heard you falling
deeper and deeper
i can't sleep...
Yan the cocaine is not the way
your friends... my tears...
i can't do it alone
your heart is my heart
you can' do it alone
Yan wake up!!!

drama

it's so cruel x5
heaven knows x5
i feel bad x5
null and void x5
without you x5

educations

my father teachs me somethings about lovers

my mother give me some skills

my mother told me "they are liars"

but

now i can listen the voices in different armonies from the heaven

floating through the endless years

heaven knows

i am in love

i can feel the storm inside me

the blood in my nose and around me

call my name again

i want to go

next to you

next to you

'cause my mother taught me a song

about the love

about the rush

i want to live my life with you

spend the nights next to you

see your face and dry your tears

heart to heart

face to face

liquid dream

yesterday and the day before

i was dancing in your dreams

you shouldn't know me in that way

i'm not your friend

i'm in your dream

you can`t believe this is the true

somethings are floating inside your brain

stories and fantasies that you have never read

i'm not far away but you can`t believe

diving around in your liquid dreams

silly boy just come back to me

this is something that you have to live

just come and see

tasty and nasty

greedy and sticky

endless seas between your legs

tide comes rushing in

and i am caught up between

gimme deeper

show me that you love me with your lollipop

keep me in silence with the mouth full

so i can't talk

you don't want to hear my bla bla bla bla
i just want to break your heart
you don't want to hear my bla bla bla bla
you don't want to be here alone

fill me up up to the mouth's cradle

Unbutton the belt

don't try to deceive me

you are happy to see me

and i have the rythim

i have been waiting all the day

trying to make it right

trying to be the first

and

now i want it all

do you want to make a riot?

'cause i want to make it loud

i don't want to go home

'cause nothing is forever

like a fairytale

we will fade

i will fly

far away

the moon has gone

the moon has gone
the sun is high
dreams are dreams
and all of them are just for you
always sharing my smile
dreaming music around me
cosmics beats pumping higher

what you see is what you need

all these boy are closer than they appear

but you

you still far away over the moon

always on my dreams

you keep me in trance

always with the right answer but far away in silence

take me

he show me places that i have never seen before
they are happy
and everybody is laughing
and everybody is smiling
but i can't believe
what i am seeing
hearts are pumping
and everyone is closer to each other
i can't understand
what do i have to do?
i can't stop breathing so quickly
i hold my breathe
'cause he is going tomorrow
trying to make the night longer
why am i doesn't go with you?
i'm pretty
just choose me
i don't want to stop breathing
i want you
i'm perfect
just take me
i'm guilty
it's easy