domingo, 22 de agosto de 2010

I need to clarify a few things

everytime i step out the plane

i wanna get it right

the arrogance of youth

makes me do it wrong...

and it flows

and grows

they wanna fight over me,..

drinking nights

in the club as usual,

the method is clear

I'm out on the street.

how much did i lose?

a cellphone again,?
I´m not a lyricist

sábado, 14 de agosto de 2010


mY pAsT whim LoOK so WaCk!

tHat is Not EnoUgh FoR AnyoNe...

coMfoRt sOffocAtes the wAy i wAnNa LiVe

ThOugHt iT'd be eAsieR


aiNt wHat i sEeK

viernes, 13 de agosto de 2010

for the eternity

he said: "be my guest" and he move his leg
he invite me a drink
a kid
trying to be a gentlemen
here we go again
he wants to be my man 
i want to be his queen
smoke some weed
give him my skin
that's exactly what i need
someone who cares about me

miércoles, 4 de agosto de 2010

bang! bang! (a killers song)

I will obey

even if this shit is killing me

i must confess

there was so much anger in me

inside me was brewing

in a modern way

that was very joyous

my heart is empty

sweat in my forehead

so exciting

for my veins

i feel the heat


for me

nobody knows that you are with me

don't try to make a deal

tomorrow you won't be here

i am the killer

something to pray?

'cause you can't walk away

jueves, 29 de julio de 2010

on my way to somewhere else

now i'm trapped in the traffic

the traffic light

those rainy days

red light

red light
time is ticking

this city is killing me

i wanna leave this industry

i will get out of here

where my friends are

'cause to my friends

i'm this kid

they'll be taking care of me

as the family we used to be...

jueves, 15 de julio de 2010

Reflexiones sobre cierta atracción hacia una estructurada destrucción

1.-thirsty bitch?

sip on this big gulp

2.-you know what they say....

milk does a body good

3.-looks so good

hurts so bad

4.-why so quiet,

cock got your tongue?

5.-ready for your shower...

here it cums!

6.-enjoy your facial,

pretty boy!

7.-you just got owned!

our song

i love these rainy days

because you still there...

on my bed

licking my neck and touching my chest

three days after

we still living the fairytale

miércoles, 7 de julio de 2010


another option to this night?

i'm the top tonight

trying to make it right

i'm the fucking lover

they told me that i'll crash to the problem

doesn't matter

i love the crazy games

you don't have to hate my name

hate yourself

'cause you love to take me to hotels

pay my covers

and invite me to runaways

i drink free champagne....

and you still doing this my way

lunes, 21 de junio de 2010

'cause all the choices that i have...

if you are tired, you can be removed by any other fucker

don't hold with this dream
cause is not what it seems

i mean

are you kidding me?

i've just begun having my fun....

this is the last time that i love and let love

i don't want to play with kids anymore

it will be better start again

it has spurred me on

sábado, 19 de junio de 2010

achieving the desire

swimming in the sparkling of fire

something good to die

blowing kisses

a kind of release

drinking coctels

beats in the air







that's all what i need

is all what i want

a kind of release

not a relationship

sweet in a charm

my passion is up to my desire

miércoles, 26 de mayo de 2010

oh, oh......oh, oh

in the middle of the party

lovers and drugs are dancing

i'm caught up in the situation

homosexual reflections

through the night are going around

words and words

stories unfold

out of control

bodies closer to each other

everybody is going under

break my heart!

break it down!

you can go with the flow....

oh, oh......oh, oh

miércoles, 12 de mayo de 2010

prejudiCe unfounded.

it's a wonderful day
this is so fuckin' great
your hand inside my ass
i feel you deep inside
this is so fuckin' great
to start the day again
i want to start the game
i wanna do this way
you want to kiss my back
(i am a gentle guy)
you want to push it down
(i am a gentle guy)
you want to see my light
(i want to make you shine).

viernes, 7 de mayo de 2010

i like the attention

the choice is mine

there is no space for you on my bed
let's go to a public spaCe
be a beast
be my man
don't be another piece of trash
Can you hear me now?
you get it fast!
It's a beautiful place to start...

jueves, 29 de abril de 2010


so intense
i fuCked up
he made me breathe
he made me weak
the thrill is a suiCide
a sweet dream
in real life
a unhappy ending
one more time

lunes, 26 de abril de 2010

the sponsor

my lovers are going around

but they never coming back

you gave me a big smile

more than anyone could give me at the time


on friday night

you were smiling to another guy

you gave him a drink

exactly as the beer that you gave to me

where are the things that you promise me?

and the loyalty?

the ashes are on the floor

why don't you let me go?

i don't belong to you

don't fucking tell me what to do

am i the right guy for you?

if you don't know...

why don't you let me go?

you are so lazy boy

viernes, 23 de abril de 2010

you shouldn't try to be brief. (again)

and then you Came
baCk to my life
bring it baCk
give me baCk
give me an attaCk
into your Car
i'll give you a Chance
to make me Cry
just one more time.

lunes, 19 de abril de 2010

i am stuck

i'm tired

the punishment

was severe

so exhausted

where is my bravery?

i do not stand there

but, i'm under his spell

felt that i need to take a break

lunes, 12 de abril de 2010

primitive and hidden paradise.

Mis pasiones mas bajas
tus placeres anales
audaz y preciso
mi instinto esta creciendo

miércoles, 7 de abril de 2010

you promise me something more...

i got you for a moment
you are so stupid
you can not keep on rockin'
where is the sweat¡?
the fierce¡?
the rush¡?
the tasty on booty calls¡?
give me back!

where is the wildcat?

don't give me that!

i want the Crack

sábado, 3 de abril de 2010

spring 2010

all this shit

my destiny

hey c'mon

whenever tasty

yeah yeah yeah

fear no more

i give him my soul

but is a lot of hurt

and yelling

fuckin' and fuckin'

in this spring

i'm screaming

dj's and secrets

stories unfold

i surrender my self control

miércoles, 24 de marzo de 2010

soledad en Compañia.

my solitary vice

makes my fly

spontaneously and continuously

my logic my identity

something real that i get in touch

and nobody knows

but my spirit is travelling

deeper and sweeter

show me places that nobody can

my discontent disappears

as much as i am willing to pass away

my fright and fears

everything goes away

something that makes me tear

my liberty

jueves, 18 de marzo de 2010

nunCa olvide (no se...¿por que?¡)

1.-¿reCuerdas Cuando eramos niños y me dijiste que te toCara, pero, no quise haCerlo?
2.-¿reCuerdas Cuando eramos niños y me besaste por travieso?
3.-¿reCuerdas que te dije que era mi primera vez, y no me Creíste?
4.-¿reCuerdas que me Compraste palomitas para ver una pelíCula porno mientras te toCaba?
5.-¿reCuerdas el día en que llamaste a mis lunares ConstelaCiones?
6.-¿reCuerdas aquella vez en que no me besaste mientras lo haCíamos?
7.-¿reCuerdas Cuando en la Cama me dijiste que no le temías a ninguna enfermedad venérea porque sabias Con quien te aCostabas, aunque habíamos tenido sexo sin proteCCión el primer día que nos ConoCimos?
8.-¿reCuerdas Cuando ibas entrando al Club y me besaste hasta que un ChiCo de seguridad te dijo que besarse entre hombres no estaba permitido ahí?
9.-¿reCuerdas que nos ConoCimos mientras haCíamos un trio y me pediste que fuera tu novio Cuando tomaste mi mano de regreso al pueblo?
10.-¿reCuerdas que no quiziste saber nada de mi después de que esCupí tu ventana Cuando empezaste a lubriCar?
11.-¿reCuerdas aquellas platiCas CaChondas por teléfono?
12.-¿reCuerdas que me prometiste una Casa?
13.-¿reCuerdas Cuando me agradeCiste por haber desperdiCiado mi tiempo Contigo?
14.-¿reCuerdas cuando nos Citamos al otro día de ConoCernos y que no fui porque sabia que me iba a doler?
15.-¿reCuerdas Cuando me tomaste de la Cintura y reíamos inoCentemente mientras nuestro Cabello se fundia Con el aire y en el mismo instante un grupo de niños gritaban "beso", "beso"?
16.-¿reCuerdas que te aferraste a mi Cintura aproveChando la muChedunbre del metro y que susurrando a mi Cuello exigiste mi teléfono?
17.-¿reCuerdas el día en que te veniste en mi garganta en un parque bajo la densa lluvia?
18.-¿reCuerdas que Cada vez que te referías a mis padres los llamabas "mis suegros"?
19.-¿reCuerdas que no me querías deCir que estabas Casado?
20.-¿reCuerdas Cuando me invitaste a tu Camioneta a tener sexo oral mientras nos sentíamos Criminales?
21.-¿reCuerdas que me dijiste que no eras gay?
22.-¿reCuerdas que me dijiste que le habias puesto Crema a tu pene para mi?
23.-¿reCuerdas que me dijiste que te exCita besarme en la Calle?
24.-¿reCuerdas Cuando me pediste que te orinara?
25.-¿reCuerdas Cuantas veCes te masturbaste pensando en algún familiar tuyo?


i want to be alone
i don't want to try it again
all the boys are killers
i will pray for another way
you know...
i hate the frighten
the wounds
we do it all again.

laCk the lad

the love is not for me
blood is running in my head
my heartbeat is everywhere
but you can found me yet.


después de escuchar los mismos piropos y adulaciones
a veces las mismas simplezas
empiezas a preguntarte si valdrá la pena seguir escuchando al chico
casi siempre si
y no soy una super modelo...


me gusta la cocaína
siempre que la inhalo me asaltan
soy mas vulnerable porque me pone caliente

martes, 2 de marzo de 2010

so near

Parece que no estoy en tus planes
mi futuro se ve nublado aun cuando cierro mis ojos
mis ancestros me lo advirtieron
ellos sabían que seria feliz solo en mis sueños
escucho una marcha
es el himno del desamor
la soledad esta emergiendo dentro de mi
a gritos se abre paso
debí haberlo aceptado
sin mi sacrificio
la decepción te alcanzo
tu deseo prohibido desapareció
tu perfume se esfumó ...


don't hold my hand
i'm warning you
don't take my heart
you will hurt me

i read the intention in your shiny eyes
don´t worry
i'm obsessed with the pleasure too
we will find a place in this city
the sky is closer
it's easy

mamá y papá

no puedo entender sus sentimientos
ni sus encaprichadas creencias
parecen obsesionados
yo soy testarudo e idealista
nada nos esta llevando a ningun lado,...


me gusta ver mi sombra bailando detras de mi
mientras todos estan aplaudiendo y gritando
todos ellos me iluminan
mientras el aire me acompaña
siempre fiel a mis movimientos

go away, far away!

far away for my mouth
far away of my back
sometimes i need you ... out of my life
sometimes i need you ... inside my ass
take care of my ass
cause i want to dance tonight
if ... is not for you
it ... will be for another one
you are the dealer
you are my leader
give me the stuff
a handful of drugs
not the love words
make my night longer
maybe forever


i'm doing this alone
i'm fed up
i'm tired
why i am pretending that i have all?
i am not with you when the rain is dropping on my face
i am alone
i still in the darkness atmosphere
the strangers are texting me love words
they buy stuff for me
you don't know what i am saying
it is not fair always the same story
where is the future ?
who will protect me?

viernes, 19 de febrero de 2010

wake up, honey!


i am here alone

looks like nobody cares


i'm doing this alone

i'm fed up

wake up!

you don't know what i'm saying
it is not fair
always the same story
always the unhappy ending
my atmosphere is full of darkness
where are the places that i dreamt when i was young
take it like a men
and let the drama behind
i don't have time for this shit
you know what you have to do
you don't want to be alone
you can be the one
you are not that far
just take it off
take me down
we want to play around
i want to shake it fast.

martes, 26 de enero de 2010

buzz at the street.

i am walking through the sreets
the stars are angels over me
taking care of me
this weekend
i'm looking better
i know they noticed
my mother pray all the nights
but i found light in your eyes
drawing dreams in the air
love is everywhere
you are never alone you still been very young
i just want to have some fun
feel the buzz
but if you don't have any friend
remember my face
blowing your neck
i will be there

shit, i think i am in love

it feels better than my lovers fighting
they want to paid my bills
better than a criminal fucking me
sweeter than a candy cotton
is like a drug
everything is slow
better than when i was 17
deeper than you inside me
i can describe it
Shining brighter than a pornstar
stronger than a super man
bigger than my heart
but out of time.


jovenes arrogantes
soplando besos como amantes
vagabundeando otra vez por culpa de su arrogancia
solían ser mas listos
antes de obtener tanta elegancía
siempreculpando a alguien mas por no ser tan espectacular
olvidaron su origen
olvidaron sus creencias
de cualquier manera
no tenian nada que sacrificar
nunca antes habian tenido algo en particular
¿tacaños? ¿codiciosos? ¿no lo merecen?
este mounstruoso mundo los decepciono los enloquecio
se arrastran seduciendo
confundiendonos a todos
sin temor
sin preguntar
sin torcer su gesto
una y otra vez
mintiendo frente a nuestros rostros
cada dia es igual al anterior
cada vez es mas simple.

lunes, 11 de enero de 2010

corrompiendo bugas

lo haces a tu manera
lo haces bien
tocas ahi...
lames alla...
me tomas aca...
el deseo te motivo
mi sonrisa te inspiro
sin comentarios te corrompi
con mis ojos enterrandose en tu mirada
te olvidaste de lo ordinario
no tenias opcion ante mi
no tengas miedo
no eres religioso
no podras ser condenado
el amor no tiene significado tampoco en mi
pero existe en ti
nadie mas puede ver
lo que tu puedes ver
no te conviertas en una victima
aprende a volar
a ir
adonde tu corazon quiera ir...

'cause is always about me

no quiero imaginar lo que escribirás mañana después de mi cancelación de ayer
mi mano quiere ser tomada
pero tu silencio ante mis confesiones ofende mi arrogancia,
mi ego
el extremo punto de vista que tengo de mi
he aprendido a hacer menos enmiendas para conseguir mas
sin embargo estoy seguro de que en esta noche fría
aprenderé a comprenderte
y tal vez tu también a mi
aunque eso tampoco es lo mas importante
tal vez aprendas a hacerme feliz
o a ser me nos ingenuo...

modern love

i am a fool
i lost my soul
in this whole world
now i am alone
this is so cruel
now i am lost
i have to stop
the rush of the world


it's a misty day
your chest is on my back
we are seeing the stars
afterglow still cold
but we are so hot
my arrogance never stop
i've got a coat
i've got a you
i've got the money
i've get it huge
you are the villain guy
but i am the criminal
don't trust in me
'cause i always win

the secret (secret)

the paradise wasn't enough for him
the world wasn't enough for him
i need a signal
Yan wake up... wake up!
remember you want it all
you can give up
we used to be together
you promise me a life
then i heard you falling
deeper and deeper
i can't sleep...
Yan the cocaine is not the way
your friends... my tears...
i can't do it alone
your heart is my heart
you can' do it alone
Yan wake up!!!


it's so cruel x5
heaven knows x5
i feel bad x5
null and void x5
without you x5


my father teachs me somethings about lovers
my mother give me some skills
my mother told me "they are liars"
now i can listen the voices in different armonies from the heaven
floating through the endless years
heaven knows
i am in love
i can feel the storm inside me
the blood in my nose and around me
call my name again
i want to go
next to you
next to you
'cause my mother taught me a song
about the love
about the rush
i want to live my life with you
spend the nights next to you
see your face and dry your tears
heart to heart
face to face

liquid dream

yesterday and the day before
i was dancing in your dreams
you shouldn't know me in that way
i'm not your friend
i'm in your dream
you can`t believe this is the true
somethings are floating inside your brain
stories and fantasies that you have never read
i'm not far away but you can`t believe
diving around in your liquid dreams
silly boy just come back to me
this is something that you have to live
just come and see
tasty and nasty
greedy and sticky
endless seas between your legs
tide comes rushing in
and i am caught up between

gimme deeper

show me that you love me with your lollipop
keep me in silence with the mouth full
so i can't talk
you don't want to hear my bla bla bla bla
i just want to break your heart
you don't want to hear my bla bla bla bla
you don't want to be here alone
fill me up up to the mouth's cradle
Unbutton the belt
don't try to deceive me
you are happy to see me
and i have the rythim
i have been waiting all the day
trying to make it right
trying to be the first
now i want it all
do you want to make a riot?
'cause i want to make it loud
i don't want to go home
'cause nothing is forever
like a fairytale
we will fade
i will fly
far away

the moon has gone

the moon has gone
the sun is high
dreams are dreams
and all of them are just for you
always sharing my smile
dreaming music around me
cosmics beats pumping higher
what you see is what you need

all these boy are closer than they appear
but you
you still far away over the moon
always on my dreams
you keep me in trance
always with the right answer but far away in silence

take me

he show me places that i have never seen before
they are happy
and everybody is laughing
and everybody is smiling
but i can't believe
what i am seeing
hearts are pumping
and everyone is closer to each other
i can't understand
what do i have to do?
i can't stop breathing so quickly
i hold my breathe
'cause he is going tomorrow
trying to make the night longer
why am i doesn't go with you?
i'm pretty
just choose me
i don't want to stop breathing
i want you
i'm perfect
just take me
i'm guilty
it's easy